OK, I know you probably think I have fallen off the face of the earth.
No I haven’t, I am still here. So much has been going on with me and my foot.
The pain has really been too much to handle. And every Dr. I see has the same answer for me.
All of this seems to have drawled me into my own little world. This embarrasses me because; I have always taken pride in the fact that I am a strong person. So much has happened to me in my life and I have always been a survivor. But this pain has really been more then I want to bear. I hate to admit that but it’s true. I find I am pulling myself deeper into a black hole. Most of us spend our life taking so much for granite. Just have one to say to anyone out there who reads this. Please cherish every step you take
And thank God that you don’t have pain with every step. I know that I am lucky that it’s not any worse. I will force myself to continue to push on and pray a lot. I have always believed things happen for a reason. I haven’t always claimed to know what that reason is but I have to except the fact that the reason is still there. No matter what I will continue to push forward. Even though it’s painful I will continue to push forward. I can’t let this get me down. I have been through worse and came through it a stronger woman. And I will beat this one too. Even if it means losing the foot. “Hay, look at the bright side. If they have to take my foot maybe they can replace it with a spring. Because I could use some bounce in my step again. (LOL) ha, ha, ha, ha, ha,
Sometimes you have to laugh to keep from crying…