spinning around

spinning around

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Grandma’s Sunshine,

Grandma’s Sunshine,
He is so amazing to me. Our love is beyond belief. Don’t get me wrong I love my children but there is no love to equal the love a grandmother has for her grandchildren. It just seems like everything he sees amazes him and it is so sweet. Even the smallest of things excite him. Like when these photos were taken he was spinning around and he comes to me and asks why he feels silly when he does that. It is so wonderful to see him try to look at a butterfly when it land on his nose. His little nose crinkles up and he tries to cross his eyes. I know to some people this is boring but you would just have to be there

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

So Sorry Everyone

I have to say I am so sorry for not getting back on my blog sooner.
I know you all think I have disappeared off the face of the earth.
No I am still around. I just thought it was best I stayed away from my Blog for a while.
Because I did not want to sound like I was after every ones pity.
And I did not want to show my true depression to everyone. I have had several surgery's, But I am still in pain. So a lot of my time is spent with an ice pack on my foot with it elevated. The surgeon I have said he has never had to deal with reconstruction surgery of this extent especially damage caused by another Doctor.
I can only pray that some day someone is able to Sue her for hurting them.
I have met others that have been damaged by her or her husband due to surgery.
My foot has almost been completely rebuilt now but the nerve damage can not be repaired and the pain will never be gone. I pray that someday someone will stop doctors like her and her husband.

My little Elf

My little Elf
In front of our tree

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